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I guess no-one cares by C-Puff I guess no-one cares by C-Puff
Oh good. I'm using fictional characters to vent. That's ALWAYS a good idea, isn't it? and TOTALLY not a way to make them OOC of anything.

Ok so this isn't a "boo hoo hoo. No-one luvs me." picture.
As I always do, I tend to post a lot of journals talking about stuff I like, and I'll draw fanart for stuff I like and on Facebook I'll share and talk about inane stuff I'm into or find funny. But more often than not very few people have anything to say about these things. Now that's not really a big deal. Whatever. But for some reason I've had this little voice in the back of my head for a couple of months now where, if I do ANYTHING that isn't like, mlp art which usually goes over well, it pipes up and goes "No-one cares!"

I'll write a journal talking enthusiastically about something and it'll pipe up going "no-one cares about this stupid crap!" or I'll get an idea for something to write about or to draw and it'll pipe up with "Who are you kidding? No-one gives a shit!"
And then, if I do put up something I'm passionate about or I'm talking about something in my personal life and it just goes by without notice, the most common line that goes through my head is "I guess no-one cares."

That little voice is really becoming a problem @___@ and don't take this as my way of saying "PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK AT ME BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN IMPORTANT!". This is me battling with an inner voice that's found a way to really beat me down and make me feel bad. My long time watchers will know I've been having a long battle with my inner voices trying to find different ways to make me unhappy, or doubt myself or just make me feel shitty.

"No-one shares your enthusiasm." "No-one has the same interests as you do." "No-one is interested in what you love to do." "No-one thinks the same way you do." "No-one gives a crap if you're unhappy about this." "You're being narcissistic in thinking it's something worth being unhappy about."

So I drew Discord.
Because at least he's a character with interests and likes no-one in the show cares about either.

Oh hey look! a background! Hory shet!




Sorry for being whiny guys XP I hate complaining about my feels. Sometimes I just need to address them or I'll go nuts.


:star: Thanks for the feature EQD :heart: :star:
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Darknessgirl27 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I totally understand you here, I have the exact same nagging voices inside my head too. Like if no one really comments on my artwork even if they favourite it, I still think no one cares, or if I'm doing something random and I get no responses I always get this same voice in my head saying 'no-one cares' or 'they're not your true friends since they don't care about how you feel about this or that' or even 'what's the point in this crap? no-one cares so it's best not to bother with it anyway' 

Sometimes I just feel like I go so low because of these horrible voices trying to put me down all the time.
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4ler Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014
1 Peter 5:7New King James Version (NKJV)

casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.


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C-Puff Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Professional Filmographer
:heart: :hug:
The King James' translation is less than accurate... but it does have very poetic language :meow:
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:icondoctorwholovesthe80s:
I understand, you have to vent or things will get worse. Everyone needs to do that. Hope you feel better now.
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wackko200 Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awesome drawing!:) I hope you get in a better mood after drawing this. I missed his chocolate rain.
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C-Puff Featured By Owner May 29, 2014  Professional Filmographer
I've been in a better mood since drawing this :) but I seem to be having another spell of feeling like no-one really cares about anything I do ^^; I guess it comes and goes.
I'm really happy you like the picture though :heart:
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wackko200 Featured By Owner May 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm sure somebody cares about you...don't give up!:)
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SilkenWinds Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Wow I just love your MLP art it's amazing! Also you convey emotion exceptionally well in your drawings!
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JJHatter Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Shall I bash that inner voice over the head with a pool noodle till it shuts up?

Sincerely yours,
Ready-For-War (With a Pool Noodle) J.
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BrutalityInc Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014
You know, for being a chaos-themed villain, he was quite predictable. 
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