Ok so this isn't a "boo hoo hoo. No-one luvs me." picture.
As I always do, I tend to post a lot of journals talking about stuff I like, and I'll draw fanart for stuff I like and on Facebook I'll share and talk about inane stuff I'm into or find funny. But more often than not very few people have anything to say about these things. Now that's not really a big deal. Whatever. But for some reason I've had this little voice in the back of my head for a couple of months now where, if I do ANYTHING that isn't like, mlp art which usually goes over well, it pipes up and goes "No-one cares!"
I'll write a journal talking enthusiastically about something and it'll pipe up going "no-one cares about this stupid crap!" or I'll get an idea for something to write about or to draw and it'll pipe up with "Who are you kidding? No-one gives a shit!"
And then, if I do put up something I'm passionate about or I'm talking about something in my personal life and it just goes by without notice, the most common line that goes through my head is "I guess no-one cares."
That little voice is really becoming a problem @___@ and don't take this as my way of saying "PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK AT ME BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN IMPORTANT!". This is me battling with an inner voice that's found a way to really beat me down and make me feel bad. My long time watchers will know I've been having a long battle with my inner voices trying to find different ways to make me unhappy, or doubt myself or just make me feel shitty.
"No-one shares your enthusiasm." "No-one has the same interests as you do." "No-one is interested in what you love to do." "No-one thinks the same way you do." "No-one gives a crap if you're unhappy about this." "You're being narcissistic in thinking it's something worth being unhappy about."
So I drew Discord.
Because at least he's a character with interests and likes no-one in the show cares about either.
Oh hey look! a background! Hory shet!
Sorry for being whiny guys XP I hate complaining about my feels. Sometimes I just need to address them or I'll go nuts.
Thanks for the feature EQD
When my ask me something I already clearly stated in either the deviation or the description, I either ignore them or tell them to read the description :U
So it'll follow along as she reads the journal. I want to explore his thoughts and reasons behind what he does and explain why he's vanished and such. :b all those types of things. It's about FEELINGS, you know? x3
Let me know if you don't want me to use it after all!
Sometimes I just feel like I go so low because of these horrible voices trying to put me down all the time.
7 casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
I'm really happy you like the picture though
Ready-For-War (With a Pool Noodle) J.
That being said though, I wanted to thank you so much for the words of encouragement it means a great deal to me :')